Take Care Tuesday – Allow Yourself to Ride the Natural Flow of Life

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Remember that thing you were TOTALLY obsessed with and swore you would love it forever … until you didn’t? I had two reminder of how this can happen recently, one related to running and one not – let me tell one of them and then give a few thoughts on dealing with the ebb and flow of life.

One of my ‘internet friends’ for many years had a heart attack years ago, and as part of coming back got into running more seriously than ever, and spent several years running quite a bit, eventually doing marathons and half marathons and so on.

Then he more or less ‘lost his running mojo’ as he wsa heading into a marathon, and within a few months had another heart attack. (funny, as I write this I am recognozing many similarities to what happened with my brother last year!). Coming back from this heart attack a couple of years ago, running just hasn’t been his thing – he is still keeping active but doesn’t really have any plans to do races.

So what did I have to say when we were emailing about this? Here are a few things I talked about:

1. Realize that ebb and flow is natural

As I said, most of us can look at things that were ‘our life’ for a certain period – maybe it was bodybuilding or cross-stitch or playing ukelele or fixing cars or whatever. And then either slowly or quickly we shifted into something else. Maybe we return to it … and maybe we don’t.

Those with older kids can look at how this happens over time, but for those without kids – look at your parents and maybe ask them about what they were into earlier in their life and how it changed.

Point is – life is not a constant straight-line path.

2. Don’t focus on a single thing

When talking to this friend, he was comparing himself to me and the fact that I have always been single-mindedly a runner. He was really nota huge runner except for a few years, and was always more into a variety of sports.

And that was my advice – so long as you are active – that is good, that is enough … and that is good enough. Surviving two heart attacks is not trivial (in the case of my brother, having him alive at all after last year is no small miracle), and the goal needs to be activity – ANY activity that works.

Another thing – it seems like there is some backlash building about the marathon as the ‘ultimate’ distance – that somehow EVERY runner should pursue the marathon distance, or that you aren’t a runner if you don’t do the marathon. Finally people see that there is a reason there are more than a dozen distance specialties in track, because everyone is different – some are joyous at half-marathon but miserable at full-marathon.

Why torture yourself rather than find the pursuit that is your joy?

3. Is It Physical?

My struggles between 2008 – 2012 were based on my thyroid dying, getting on medication and slowly normalizing. Unfortunately I gained loads of weight during that time, making getting back to running consistently a struggle.

At this point the systems that were keeping me down are now working with me to pump my metabolism into overdrive and fuel me through my days. But before then, I was struggling against my body – I was just lucky to have it diagnosed.

4. Are You Depressed?

I have linked to Ann’s Running Commentary, and she has detailed her struggles with depression – and how it has impacted her running and training and exercise in general. Depression has a huge impact on every aspect of your life.

And honestly when my thyroid was dying, it was around the same time I had gotten laid off, so I was unsure whether or not it was normal or if I was depressed. Turns out it was my thyroid … but unless you know it is physical, if you are feeling this way PLEASE meet with someone.

5. Sometime, You Just Have to Move On

Running is just one of the many forms of exercise available. Exercise is definitely important to maintaining a healthy lifestyle, but for people like my wife with joint issues who cannot run, there are other options such as elliptical or biking or walking or gym machines or yoga or karate/kickboxing … you get my point.

The point is that you should seek to exercise and keep up your activity for health, period. Anything above that – great.

My Other Story

I have been a computer gamer since it became ‘a thing’ – you can go back to the Apple ][+ (i.e. 1979) and Castle Wolfenstein as my first ‘gaming obsession’. And this past week I was playing the indie RPG ‘Eschalon Book III’. But for a period, it was a HUGE thing for me.

Last week I got an email from a friend I knew from my heaviest period of doing game reviews, and he had used Archive.org to seek out an old review. His comment was that he found it amazing that I was so prolific and yet wrote such indepth reviews. How prolific? My peak year I produced more than 225 game reviews across PC, Mac, DS and PSP.

It is hard to imagine that now – I probably do ~50 game reviews a year at this point, and most are 2-3 hour iPad games. Back then most of the games were full 10-20 hour ‘AAA’ games.

The question I have been asked before is HOW I did that – and the answer is simple: it became my singular hobby. As gaming ramped, reading stopped, running was less of a priority, I slept less, and never worked on my music playing or compositions. And as I wanted other things back in my life, gaming took a back seat. I still love playing computer games, but it is much less of a priority, and about a half-dozen things take precedent.

Conclusions

At some point in our lives, we all had something we loved that later became part of our past. I had high school teachers who thought I should pursue writing and music, but I was always going to be an engineer/statistician. But guess what – I still make music regularly and obviously love writing.

I will always be a runner – even if I have periods where running is more of a secondary pursuit than it is now. So if you are struggling – look to see if it is something medical, or if maybe you should look in another direction.

So what things have ebbed and flowed in YOUR life?

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11 thoughts on “Take Care Tuesday – Allow Yourself to Ride the Natural Flow of Life

  1. Were you listening in on my conversation this morning?? 🙂 I was just talking to a co-worker about the ebb and flow of interests, specifically how they have changed now that I am a parent. For me, the biggest ebb and flow has been my social life. I actually don’t mind it all that much because being a parent is the best job I’ll ever have but sometimes its hard for others to understand that I I have responsibilities for another living mini-person and on a weekend, I would rather cuddle up and read him a book and tuck him into bed vs. going out for dinner and drinks. That’s not to say I never go out, but I’m much more interested in being at home with my son whereas, a few years ago, I would have rather gone out for dinner than stay at home every weekend!

    • Thanks for sharing!

      Being a parent definitely shifts things in your life, and that feeling hasn’t stopped in more than 17 years for me! Over the last few years as my job has mostly had me 5 miles from home and my wife working a crazy schedule. While she was home she did 75% of cooking, now I do about 75% of the cooking .. and that is fine. It is just how you work with the natural way things go!

  2. I actually went through and ebb and flow with running a year or two ago. I was always training for something and I was burnt out. I hated feeling like “I HAD” to run a certain distance or time or whatever in training. I took 2-3 months off from real distance running. I ran occasionally but focused on strength training. After 2 months I started running as I felt like it and the joy finally came back. I itch to race again but this time I am going to be more lenient with my training schedule. I don’t want the joy to ever be taken out of it again for me.

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  4. Really interesting thoughts, because it’s SO hard to tell when your motivation is waning if you need to give yourself a kick in the pants or allow yourself grace. I think your guidelines are a really good start, and I’m bookmarking this page for the future (because ebbs and flows are inevitable, and I know my motivation will dip once in a while!).

    As for gaming … I mean this in a funny, playful way, NOT an offensive one, but have you ever heard of the phrase “MEGO”? It means “my eyes glaze over,” and that’s kind of how I feel about gaming :). I LOVE your writing and your thoughts, but I think that if I tried to read your gaming reviews or play a 10-20 hour game (oh my gosh!), I might get a little more sleep than I do now :).

    • You’re being too nice again 🙂 You have a snarky streak, and you really need to own it! I LOVE the MEGO – going to share that with Lisa, because between the boys and I we get to heavily technical music discussions and she definitely tunes out!

  5. I used to really be into snowboarding when I lived in Seattle. It helped me deal with the long, rainy weather there. Then when I moved to LA I got really into surfing. More I’d say watching it than participating, but I’d watch all the ASP competitions online. Then when I was dating my ex boyfriend he sort of got me into cycling, and when we broke up I sold my road bike and bought a beach cruiser and took up beach volleyball (so far my favorite activity of them all). So yes. 🙂

    • That is funny – but also great that you let yourself go from one to the next so easily. Now when you sold your bike was it a ‘rage sell’ ? 😉

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